Posts

Showing posts from April, 2024

Earlier End of BEDA 24

 BEDA was not a successful challenge, I was not able to finish even during the first week. I observed that is really difficult to write something every day. When I started the challenge I was thinking of a lot of possibilities of things to write about, I made a list, it was quite a big list of things, ideas, and stuff that I want to write, search, and bring here, to this space. But I understand that it is not viable to write a lot at the end of the day, it just generates frustration. During the first 4 days, I was able to write, but on the fifth day, I thought about writing the other day, and the other day I couldn't manage to write them Sunday I had 3 days to write about, and so, I thought again, tomorrow I will write for the other 3 days plus the Monday.  So, today, Monday, I sit here to write, but I realize that I don't want to write for the other days. I realize that I like the idea of returning to writing, but writing every day is a little bit too much for me.  So, I am ju

[BEDA 4/30] Learning how to play D&D (dnd)

 I was thinking about what I possibly could write today, so I think that I never talked about D&D, or Dungeons and Dragons RPG. Previously I didn't know much about D&D, one friend of mine in 2016 showed me her dice once, this was a totally different world. I didn't imagine the world of possibilities and how big is the universe. I am glad that now I can learn I play it!  Since October last year, I discovered that there is a group at the place where I study that plays a lot and they are really awesome and into it.  I am just a beginner, and I didn't know exactly how to do my character properly one of the masters helped me (Thank you Alex!) or what die to use and when to use it. Anyway now I have my own set of dice (they are beautiful!), I will take a picture when I make my knitting bag for it. I am really enjoying playing. I didn't play so often but I want to play more. Actually, my character is level 4. Not so much high but it is a nice character to play. I will

[BEDA 3/30] Trying to return to do some stuff

Today was a different day, I tried to do some stuff that I was procrastinating a little bit for a while. I return my reading at Woman who run with the wolfs , I didn't return for the beginning but it is my third of fourth time trying to read this book. I read two or 3 chapters independente when I need it, but trying to return reading one chapter next to other is to heavy. I just get tired reading it. I like the way of the stories and the analysis about the wild woman and the self and subconscious but it is sometimes to much for me. I will try to finish this book reading this time, but I know that I will in the future want to reread it and to add new notes. The olher stuff that I did today was to add some new things in blogspot. It is not properly set yet, but there is more things now. I am thinking about the PT-BR writing and area, because I am not sure if I want to use medium platform. I would like to use only one place with my both languages, but blogspot doesn't work with it

[BEDA 2/30] [BO#02] My opinion about the book The Midnight Library by Matt Haig

I read the book in 3 days, for me it is really fast because I was reading in English and I am not usually reading at this language. Although I got so immersive on the author writing in all the troubles and thoughts of the character, that it made my mind reflect about a lot of things. Nora the principal character and the point of view of all the story commit suicidal, this is on the first 2 lines on the first page. She is a 35 years woman that doesn't see a way of living on middle of so many regrets. I was thinking about me as Nora. She had panic attacks, depression and anxiety. But she knows how to play the piano and she had a Degree in Philosophy, I want to learn piano and I don't have any degree. This is one of my regrets. The Midnight Library is a place where the books represents one different life. Where she could pass for all the lives she wanted. During this her journey she realize so many things and with her I picked me up thinking about my regrets. What would be in my b

[BEDA 1/30] Blog Everyday in April, Day 1/30 ✨

I was trying to write using Hugo in a place hosted at github, but I just realized that I just want to write, the easiest way possible... So, because of this I return to blogspot!  With blogspot I can type in my cellphone (it is what I am doing now) and I can use my photos from Google Photos if want, this is easier and simplest as possible. So, to try to return I want to do a little challenging I will do an old tag that calls BEDA, it could be Blog Everyday April or August, and could be Veda, Vlog Everyday April or August. For this time I will try the only the BEDA and at the same time post a picture everyday in the Instagram account during April. For the first day, it is just a introduction about the challenge, I don't have any pretentious topic that I want to talk about this month, so, it will be what I feel on the respective day. I am happy to return to this space. There is a lot of stuff that I want to change here, but I don't know yet how to change it, so, it will be slowly